I am so pathetic.

[tahiti]

I am so pathetic. Like the title says. What did I do this afternoon? I waited for Matt to show up online. All afternoon. Not doing homework, or anything like that.. just waiting. I feel so fucking pathetic. Why do I wait for him? Aimee asked me that Saturday. She said she didn't know how he could go back to someone who cheated on him. And I'm starting to wonder that, too. I'm just this.. complete DUMBASS when it comes to this stuff. And now I'm getting in trouble for waiting for him. Fuck this. Night.
-Thal

Comments

[guardchick1304.livejournal.com]

sarah- believe me, you are NOT pathetic! its perfectly cool for you to be like this, dont worry. some day, he will thank you for doing this, and it shows what a caring person you are ^^ *hug*

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[kakyuu-hime.livejournal.com]

Thanks..

[firestorm-hf.livejournal.com]

Maybe you are waiting for him because you just lack some love. Honestly, that's why I sometimes think about the past and crap, I just want to feel those emotions again. However, you should REALLY be careful about this...you will eventually know what to do on your own. I say that from experience. Hope that helps.

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[kakyuu-hime.livejournal.com]

Thanks Diego.

[asalienapua.livejournal.com]

I've done it before, please don't feel pathetic. ~huggles~