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Acceptance!
Jan. 22nd, 2004 11:32 pmSo I recieved my OFFICIAL acceptance letter today from SFA. Go me!! I was dancing around the kitchen, extremely happy. I also got a SFA sticker, which is going up on my car as soon as I can find the time to put it on. Mwhahaa!
Along with my acceptance letter.. they sent another letter, which stated:
"Dear Sarah,
It is a pleasure to inform you that you have been awarded a scholarship in the amount of $2000 to attend Stephen F. Austin State university in the 2004-2005 academic year. This award is based on your high school class rank and outstanding academic record. You are to be commended for your hard work and dedication to your studies."
HELL FUCKING YES! I cannot believe it!! I'm so excited! I am soooooo ready for the next year!!
But anyway.. that was my one brief moment of happiness for the day. I've just been.. very frustrated with my life lately. I am, unfortunately, a single girl, amoung friends, all of whom have significant others. Because of Chelle's parents, she cannot be alone with Antwan. So basically, someone has to tag along. Which means.. me. And then my other friend, who is going out with a person that I absolutely DETEST, is writing all this mushy crap, and I'm just like.. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I really can't. I'm all for love and the beauty it brings. But sometimes.. I wanna just say, "WOULD YOU PLEASE.. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP! I don't care!"
*sighs* It's frustrating..
AND ALSO, my best friend's ex boyfriend, whom she remains close friends with, seems determined to make sure that we do not stay friends. He has saved every conversation I've had with him. He is going to make sure that this is used against me. Every word I've said to him. And this was back when I was a child! A very immature child. And yet, it is going to be held against me. My past mistakes, some of which I regret, are his weapons. And I am defenseless. I can only hope that my best friend continues to stand by me. But a girl can only take so much..
I'm so ready to be out of high school. I'm tired of all the petty drama that goes on. I'm tired of dealing with all these people. I'm tired of seeing certain couples together, and when I do see them together, anger surges through me, and I want to do things that I would never normally do. Like try and break them up. A secret part of me continues to wish for their relationship's demise. But it is a small part, and I can usually repress it.
Bah.. I'm getting all angsty now.. and I still need to finish my essay on Bush and do my political cartoon. Bleh.
-Tahiti
Along with my acceptance letter.. they sent another letter, which stated:
"Dear Sarah,
It is a pleasure to inform you that you have been awarded a scholarship in the amount of $2000 to attend Stephen F. Austin State university in the 2004-2005 academic year. This award is based on your high school class rank and outstanding academic record. You are to be commended for your hard work and dedication to your studies."
HELL FUCKING YES! I cannot believe it!! I'm so excited! I am soooooo ready for the next year!!
But anyway.. that was my one brief moment of happiness for the day. I've just been.. very frustrated with my life lately. I am, unfortunately, a single girl, amoung friends, all of whom have significant others. Because of Chelle's parents, she cannot be alone with Antwan. So basically, someone has to tag along. Which means.. me. And then my other friend, who is going out with a person that I absolutely DETEST, is writing all this mushy crap, and I'm just like.. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I really can't. I'm all for love and the beauty it brings. But sometimes.. I wanna just say, "WOULD YOU PLEASE.. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP! I don't care!"
*sighs* It's frustrating..
AND ALSO, my best friend's ex boyfriend, whom she remains close friends with, seems determined to make sure that we do not stay friends. He has saved every conversation I've had with him. He is going to make sure that this is used against me. Every word I've said to him. And this was back when I was a child! A very immature child. And yet, it is going to be held against me. My past mistakes, some of which I regret, are his weapons. And I am defenseless. I can only hope that my best friend continues to stand by me. But a girl can only take so much..
I'm so ready to be out of high school. I'm tired of all the petty drama that goes on. I'm tired of dealing with all these people. I'm tired of seeing certain couples together, and when I do see them together, anger surges through me, and I want to do things that I would never normally do. Like try and break them up. A secret part of me continues to wish for their relationship's demise. But it is a small part, and I can usually repress it.
Bah.. I'm getting all angsty now.. and I still need to finish my essay on Bush and do my political cartoon. Bleh.
-Tahiti
