Happy birthday to me..

Today actually seemed like it was going to be a good. HA! Yeah right. I went to school on time.. but then I forgot my note because I was sick, so I had to run home to get it. I felt like crap in all my classes.. but then.. Spanish. We took a test, and afterwards, people were passing out papers. Well.. the other day, we had had a sub and we had to watch a video to get answers. But these people on my side of the room WOULD NOT shut up. And I'm like.. argh, cuz I couldn't hear the answers, and I wrote a little note to my teacher saying that I couldn't hear the answers cuz the people wouldn't shut up. Well, I got that paper back, and I made a 76 and my little note was crossed out, with a note above it saying NEVER WRITE THAT AGAIN! I was like.. whatever. And this girl, Heidi, came up to me and said in this super snotty voice, You shouldn't write things like that on your paper, referring to the note I wrote. I just told her that she shouldn't cross things out like that. And she just rolled her eyes and walked over to her friends and told them about me, in this really loud voice. Her desk is like RIGHT NEXT TO MINE and her friends start laughing and this one girl goes "What a teacher's pet!" and all this other crap, and they all start laughing, even though they know I'm probably listening. When I heard that, I just walked to the other side of the room, cuz I was gonna start crying, and I did. I felt horrible, and they made me feel like crap on my birthday. This one girl comes over and tries to apologize, when she wasn't even one of them and I told her that I wouldn't accept an apology from her, because she wasn't the one making fun of me, and she gets an attitude, thinking I was rejecting her. And then this OTHER girl comes over and she tries to apologize but she's just standing there giggling after every other word, and I just finally said forget it. After class, I waited to talk to my teacher about seating arrangements and the girls hung around, probably thinking I was telling on them or something and I was like.. whatever. I'm not a teacher's pet, I'm just tired of your crap. And so the rest of the day I spent in misery because they made me feel horrible. I wanted to skip Psychology, but I knew I would probably be even more behind than before, so I stayed. They sang happy b-day to me and Marquae gave me a hug, so did Rochelle. And this girl in my class saw how upset I was and tried to give me a hug. I felt a little better. My aunt just called to tell me happy birthday, so that makes me feel even better. I'm kinda upset though, because my relatives don't get to come over and have cake this year because my mom doesn't want to cook. I felt slightly hurt by that but I finally said okay. I just feel really bad today.. and I shouldn't because today's my birthday.. I think I'm gonna go lay down for awhile.. cuz I just don't feel well.. Latahz ya'll..
-Thal-