Uhm yeah..
Dec. 9th, 2002 04:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tahitiTiring day today.. I was just like.. blah.. struggling to keep awake in Calculus. Physics was pretty easy. So was Spanish. As was Psychology. Easy easy day. My friend Jennifer likes a freshmen again. I'm just like.. he's a freshmen! Yeah, sure he's cute. But next year you'll be gone and you won't get to see him again. Honestly, woman.
Lately, I've been kinda.. full of doubt..? Depression? I dunno.. I've just been kinda down. Sometimes I look at some of my friends icons and I feel inadequate. Sometimes, I catch myself hoping people will never understand the codes for LJ, so that I'll always be needed to make a layout. Petty, huh? I am pretty selfish. I have to hear like.. someone complimenting me or something. I guess that's kinda narcissistic, but that's me.. I think. I want school to be over. I just want it to be summer, so I can hang out with Rochelle and Aimee and Antwan and everybody, just not worry about crap.
I'm getting more and more into Mars, and it's driving me crazy. Maybe it's because of my nonexistent love life that I read all these romance manga. To quote Rochelle, "The Ayashi no Ceres theme song gets more action than we do!" Bleh.. The only guy that I even had a chance with is a homophobe dating a bisexual. And he doesn't even know it. Which I think is pretty fucking hilarious. So yeah.. so ends this depressing entry. I have to go make dinner.. then I'm taking a nap.
In dreams, we find ourselves.
-Thal-
Lately, I've been kinda.. full of doubt..? Depression? I dunno.. I've just been kinda down. Sometimes I look at some of my friends icons and I feel inadequate. Sometimes, I catch myself hoping people will never understand the codes for LJ, so that I'll always be needed to make a layout. Petty, huh? I am pretty selfish. I have to hear like.. someone complimenting me or something. I guess that's kinda narcissistic, but that's me.. I think. I want school to be over. I just want it to be summer, so I can hang out with Rochelle and Aimee and Antwan and everybody, just not worry about crap.
I'm getting more and more into Mars, and it's driving me crazy. Maybe it's because of my nonexistent love life that I read all these romance manga. To quote Rochelle, "The Ayashi no Ceres theme song gets more action than we do!" Bleh.. The only guy that I even had a chance with is a homophobe dating a bisexual. And he doesn't even know it. Which I think is pretty fucking hilarious. So yeah.. so ends this depressing entry. I have to go make dinner.. then I'm taking a nap.
In dreams, we find ourselves.
-Thal-
